i have so much to say.. just that.. i donno how to put it across. DARN. anyway, everything has just been.. kinda.. DISSAPOINTING. ): netball, my clique and self awarness camp. sighhh. whyyy. i dont get it.

netball: aye. why cant yall be serious about trg even though coach aint there? if we're gonna go on like that.. we'll never make it to the nationals. SIGH. sorry but thats how i feel. i know its always easier said than done. im sure if i were trg i would also be tempted to slack. but.. sigh. whenever someone tries to get yall serious abt trg.. that person is always perceived as the bad guy. has it ever occured to you that she's doing it for everyone's sake? oh wells

clique: i dont get it. i thought we were so bonded? how can we let these little misuderstandings affect us so much? please, could we all try to put ourselves in each other's shoes? sigh. but anyhows, im glad everything was patched up before the camp! i cant imagine how it would be like to survive the camp w/o any of you cos EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU mean ALOTTTT to me. (:

self awareness camp: i think the camp wasnt as memorable as expected.. no emoing at all.. except for the few teardrops.. why cant we have a memorable one like the others? NEVERTHELESS, im glad we had the camp! i got to know 4/3 so much better man! FOUR THREE 2007 ROCKS MA WORLD!!!! i have learnt to think DEEPER into certain stuff. and we shouldnt ever judge a book by its cover. yuppp. ohman. the clay game was fun man! teow and i were the "clay" and anyone could come up and do ANYTHING to us. walao. we felt so damn vulnerable. haha. we had to do weird poses man. our class really knows how t torture us. ha. but anyhoos, it was funnn. learnt alot from that experience man - sometimes we just cant control our lives, and we should just let nature take its course.. and we cant expect everyone to have the same mindset as us therefore we should respect their way of thinking as well. uh huh..

anyway enough bout the camp, banner painting went okay today i guess. but tessa and i were frigging tired cos we just rushed all the way down. anyway i'd like to thank all those who actually MADE AN EFFORT to come down and help. i hate empty promises man! aye. much thanks to jessica for coming up with the banner design and drawing it for us! I LOVE YOU DEAR! :D oh yeah. the only sucky part about painting is when u have to clean off the paint! !$##%$#%! damn luh. i shouldnt have bought the waterproof paint! its so damn hard to wash off! and we used up ALL the toilet paper in the staff toilet and choked the sink! :X we're sure gonna get a earful on monday when tjl finds out. better have mental preparation.. ah wells. why dont SHE try painting w/o dirtying up the whole place? they didnt even give us a proper place t paint the banner. -.-

we painted from 1 plus till 5 plus.. i almost chocked to death on the smell of paint and turpentine! and my fingernails look absolutely disgusting. the turpentine doesnt really help and its so corrosive man! i mean, the paper cup actually corroded! omg. damn cool. haha. rushed home t bathe and then to meet obs peeps at vivo for dinner (: my goodness, regina fats is so blur! she got mixed up with coffeebean and starbucks -_- we walked like 2 big circles around vivo deciding on a place to eat. haiyo. indecisiveness. in the end we settled for swensons (: omg. regina is damn embarrassing luh. making so much noise! EVERYONE was staring at us. and i cant stand their service man! walao. they didnt even greet us but when this group of angmohs came in they greeted every single one of them! WTF. we're paying customers as well kay! HURRRR. anyway dinner was good. i cant wait for our next gathering man! oh and we played at the playground! haha. i never knew it was that fun! it was ten plus alr and it was still bustling with pre-adolescents. hello shouldnt they be at home tucked in their beds and sleeping alr?! and they were hogging in to the fun things! tsk tsk. haha anyway. CRAP. i havent touched ma hw and tmr is gonna be a damn busy day. better go catch some sleep now. NIGHTS!

love, isabelle (:

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