caught death note with isabelle, val, lynda, and tessa today! it was nice. i thought it was nice. i like L! went to some paradise building after that. ehh is it paradise? i'm not sure. its next to park mall. it felt weird there. whats so nice about pool huh?
had training after that. and i thought it was going to rain but it didn't ): and my coach said to me "sarah, there'll be training rain or shine." damn. anyway training was okay. but i was still so tired after that. my stamina is like shittttt. and i think i swim an effing minute for breast now! omgggg.sigh.


smile for me
you're so beautiful to me.

8:35 PM
like every other

saturday and sunday were kinda boring.

SATURDAY.
i was supposed to meet ena and go to sentosa together to meet the rest but her mum didn't allow her. so i didn't want to go there all by myself! but much later i decided to go. when i reached harbour front, while i was in the cab, wileen called to tell me to go to great world! after going all the way to harbour front. anyway when i reached great world i waited so long. and later she called me again to meet them at yong an. omg. i was so tired after all the walking. at yong an, it was uber boring. i should've just stayed at home! i called my mum and she came to pick me. we had dinner with rachel! and her mum and dad and this other family.

SUNDAY.
had cath. it was boring as usual. we didn't learn anything. auntie mercy spent almost the whole lesson just scolding us cause of the sentosa outing thing. haiyo. sunday school is such a waste of time sometimes. it'll be so much better if i could just sleep in! we don't even learn anything about god. attended mass then had lunch and went home. cousins came over after that. my mum was supposed to bring me shopping! but i guess another day.

i'm going for a hair treatment tmr! hahaha. and a twoeight outing after that! not the whole twoeight though. yea. thats about it. bye!

-sarah.

9:44 PM
like every other

HELLO! I WENT OUT WITH CLARA WANG SHI HUI TODAY (:

11:19 PM
like every other

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MARISSA!

yesterday was the last day of school. and i somehow kinda miss two eight sigh. ):


what if i said i like you?

5:46 PM
like every other

damn. i miss you alr ):

wednesday: the prestige is one of the best movies i've watched this year! it was REALLY MIND-BOGGLING. with all the flashbacks and all, it was kinda confusing. lynda and i were so blur at the beginning! we kept going "huhhh?!" hahahha. but all in all. the plot was really really amazing. how did the writer ever think of such an interesting plot?!! anyway, scarlett johansson's boobs are so hugeee! they're fake i swear. HA. ahhem. oh yeah! the vivo cinema's screen is so big! i likeee. haha. note to self :bring a jacket the next time a catch a movie in vivo! lynda and i were literally freezing in the cinema! after we came out, ma teeth were still clattering! and lynda claims she's warm-blooded and im cold-blooded. -.-

after the movie we went for a manicure (((: oooh. i just LOVE pampering maself. i think the manicurists were kinda annoyed cos we kept having to change our appt. but its not our fault that the movie ended so late okayy. haha. i have pretty nails now :D anyway, so i didnt go for the predeparture talk in the end. wooops. heard it was boring anyway. haha.

thursday: school was ohsoboring today! we had to listen to an "inspirational" talk and watch some stupid video. it was damn stupid luh. this fugly girl was saying "tmr's ma bday. whoever steals a handbag for me, i'll be his tmr." -___- in the end she got gangraped. serve her right! and this stupid guy got caught by the police while stealing it. haiyo. how stupid can he get! anyway, we got back our report cards. and ma class position disimproved(see rachel, i uused disimproved! it better be correct. HA.) by 13! ))): from 9th to 22nd. OH WELL. nevermind. its only sec 3! ((:

had lunch at pizza hut with audrey, lynda, anne and sarah(who left even before we ordered to meet ahem. HAHA.) wahh, do not go to toapayoh's pizza hut! their service sucks! walao. despite our "beckonings", they made us wait for 15 minutes before finally noticing us! this stupid waiter saw us calling him but he continued to ignore us. TSKTSK. nevermind. we're magnanimous people! :D i ordered the traditional spaghetti and it sucks! i couldnt even finish eating half of it! now i see the reason why pizza hut is called pizza hut and pasta mania is called pasta mania. haha. headed to town with lynda after that. galleria is a nice place to shop at! they're so many cute korean guys there! (: anyway i saw this damn nice lesportsac pouch. i likeee. (: but had no kachings then. sighhh.

friday: met mommy at town during her lunch time. she was supposed to buy for me the roxy skirt i saw yesterday! it was on 50%!!!(haha. i know i sound damn aunty) BUTTT. apparently yesterday was the last day of the sale. how could the lady not tell us! cheat ma feelings only! ^#&%^* i went for physio after that. and clever me forgot to bring the cash and my appt card. but i decided to just go anyway. luckily they allowed me to have physio still. omg. its 540 alr and i havent even started packing ma bag yet! die. haha. anyway, just to let yall know, i'll be going for church camp for the next 3 days. haha. have fun everyone. dont miss me too much! ((:

<3 isabelle

11:35 AM
like every other

MY MAID IS SO EFFING LAZY!
i asked her to walk down to the bus stop with an umbrella for me cause it was raining BUT she asked me to wait till the rain stopped. so i just hung up on her and walked in the rain. and i saw valenica while walking back! haha. she had an umbrella ): waiting for a cab i think.

TOMORROW'S THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL (:

i went to school today! when everyone else didn't go ):
but teow was there.:D we had a food fair and did the shoe box thing for the children at the orphanage i think. erica, serene, fanny, angela and sarita joined us. fanny can draw really well! our shoe box turned out quite nice :D

and i'll be sitting alone at night,

by the window ledge watching the city lights; '

we're just small town kids acting like big city cliques

-sarah

4:50 PM
like every other

the past two days have been kinda fun. heheh. on monday sch was kinda boring. there were two talks. one was by this young guy, about cybergaming, which was quite funny :D and the other was by the old guy on his schezophrenic wife. the latter was boringgg. the group of us were talking at the back there. and then ms t*** came over to us and said "please pay attention, this is no laughing matter. anyone of yall may get schezophrenia next time" and walked away. like hello! she herself was playing with her handphone thruout the whole talk and still dare to come say us. HURR. speak for yourself man. i hate it when teachers dont set a good example for us and still scold us! pot calling the kettle black. HUR.

had lunch at united square after school. initially we wanted pizza hut, but they didnt have students meal since it was the eve of a public holiday ): so we ate at macs instead. it was damn funny when teow and i were redeeming our points! HAHA. we wanted mcwings! but we both pressed on mc chicken instead. it was only when the guy gave us our food that we realised that we chose the wrong thing! dammit. i was craving for mcwings! )): haha anyway. there was alot of laughter while having our meal. Fhythmics gym huh teow! haha. teow and i went to get minimelts after lunch. YUMMM. (: walked around abit to kill time with geri since she had tuition at 5. we went into toysrus and saw alot of scary halloween masks. took spastic photos and videos there. i think we were making alot of noisee. ooops. heh. oh yeah! then just as i was picking up this super scary looking mask, a little boy came up next to me and started talking. then i couldnt help but scream cos he really scared me! i thought it was the mask! hahahaa. so embarrassing you know! *hides face* his dad must have thought that i was mad! HA.

anyway, i went vivo with sarah yesterday. SHOOOOPING! woohooo! retail therapy never fails to make me feel good (: shopped around at vivo until about 5 then headed down to town since vivo was superduper crowded. town seemed so dead compared to vivo. oh wells.

oh man. i hope it wont be as crowded today cos i'll be heading there later with lynda. oops. i forgot, i was supposed to be sick today. *cough cough* hahahha.

<3isabelle

11:34 AM
like every other

Sunday, October 22, 2006

will you rather someone you love or someone who loves you?
there are so many paths to take, which one will you take at the end of the day?

and all these feelings are hidden deep inside my heart

please don't keep me waiting
i hate waiting

lets follow the lemmings, lets jump off a cliff and end all these misery

do our brains get smaller as we grow older
why do people's memory fade so easily when they're old
i hate it when you say the same thing over and over again
saying it once is enough.
but i love you...

11:14 PM
like every other

ohmygawddd. today was so fun! i finally got out of the house!!! (: went for mass then cat class and then POOLING at safra! hahaha. played pool for awhile with mat and leslie thennn i went to play the arcade machine with fer and jane! it was so fun! but we soon ran out of coins, and so we wanted to change with the guy(or issit a girl?) in charge. and guess what he said! walao. you're not gonna believe it. he said "i only have two coins left, if i give it to yall then what about my other customers?" LIKE HELLOOOOO?! &%#*#&^ ARE WE NOT CONSIDERED HIS CUSTOMERS! basket. then we had to walk all the way to the registration counter there to change! HUR. we headed back after getting our coins. ohoh. the game's like spotting the difference. jane's so pro! haha. we couldnt beat usuck(the high scorer) in the end. but we still came in top six! NOT BAD HUH! :D heheh. after awhile, we got sian of the game. haha.

headed down to hbf with fer and jane first. ate at the food court and then michael and dawn came. ^$*^%*# haiya. nevermind. it became kinda awkward after that. tsk. so anyway, fer, jane and i went to BIG to see the newest ipod nano ,while waiting for them to finish eating. but we couldnt find it ): anyways, the hot pink chocolate is soooo pretty! I LIKEEE. heh. slacked there for awhile. the couch at BIG is ohsocomfy! i wanna steal it. hahaha. so anyway, we went to vivocity after that to meet michael and dawn. LIKE FINALLYYYY.

i love the shops there!!!! zara, forever 21, mphosis, espirit, topshop!! the pumps at zara are so gorgeous! i want! i dont care, im gonna save up to get em! 75 bucks. rarrs. but who cares. they're so nice! hahah. window shopped alot since we were all broke. DAMN. i should have brought money. nvm, shopping spree soon huh jane and fer! (((: i cant wait! cami and joachim came to meet us. we wanted to eat ben and jerry's! buttt they were'nt open yet ): so we decided to go for haiigan daz (how do u spell it?!) BUT, they didnt have seats for seven pple! TSK. our legs were aching like hell! sat down at the seats outside haiigan daz for damn long. trying to decide where to go.. after ten million years WE(me jane and fer) finally decided to go back hbf for ice cream. haha SIMS eh! HAHHAA. we wanted new zealand ice cream but i didnt have enough kachings. so we went for mcflurry instead. omg. 560 calories! HOW AM I GONNA LOSE EM. dammit.

It's really good to hear your voice

Sayin my name

It sounds so sweet

Comin from the lips of an angel

Hearin those words

It makes me weak

isabelle (:

5:40 PM
like every other

im glad i didnt pon sch on friday! the etiquette course was so funny! HAHAHA. mygawddd. our trainer is like $&^%$& ! she said she treated each and everyone of us like HER children, so she bought us a lot of sweets. hello! its the first time we met! and we're already her CHILDREN? righht. haha not that im complaining about the sweets tho, it was nice of her (: oh yeah! and she said "today during assembly, i saw a girl's panty! oh jesus! *makes sign of the cross*" omg. hahaha. it was helluva laughter she brought us mann.

anyway, im lazy to elaborate. gonna go watch devil beside you now! everyone go watch! :D

saranghamnida agi! (:
<3,isabelle


1:52 PM
like every other

I know you, i walked with you once upon a dream

todays gonna be another boring day ):
sometimes i wish i could fly and take myself to places like wonderland

maybe it was all wrong, right from the beginning

tying two pig tails and wearing sticker earrings is the fashion :D
haha.

this was sarah (((:
byebye!



1:24 PM
like every other

Life is a gift. We dont get to choose if we'll be born, when, or who our parents will be. We just get to be alive. That's god's gift to us. How we live our lives is our gift to others.
Grief doesnt have a life span. And neither does love. Love is stronger than death, even though it cant stop death from happening. But no matter how hard dearh tries, it cant separate people from love. It cant take away our memories either. In the end, life is stronger than death.

so to all those who have lost their loved ones, dont be sad anymore! your life has a purpose too! to go on living, for those, like ur loved ones, who are unbale to.

isabelle ;

4:23 PM
like every other

today isn't one of the best days.

my results suck. i feel so bad. i'm so sorry. you're a really great teacher mrs mccully but i don't know why, i still did so badly. maybe i just didn't work hard enough and it wasn't my best. please don't sack us.

on the whole, i improved a lot from midyears but this standard won't do. i'm contented by just passing??????! that sucks.

can you feel the distance?
why do i feel so lonely.

you're loved i'm sure.

sarah

2:42 AM
like every other

How am I supposed to feel?
So much running through my mind
First you wanna be free
Now you say you need me
Giving mixed signals and signs
It's so hard to let you in
Thinking you might slam the breaks again
You tell me that you love me first
Then throw your heart into reverse
I've gotta get away
I can't keep coming back to you
Every time you're in the mood
To whisper something sweet in my ear
It's so hard to move on
Cause every time I think you're gone
You show up in my rear-view mirror
Is this just a detour?
Cause I've gotta be sure
That you really mean what you say
It's so hard to let you in

let the lyrics speak for itself. i just dont love you no more

<3,isabelle

7:00 PM
like every other

HELLO
CAN YOU UNDERSTAND MY LAST POST??? HAHAHA.

don't you wish you could predict the future sometimes.
and prevent doing something if its going to turn out wrong.
but we can't
we always just hope for the best...

my throat HURTS ):
i think i'm going to get a sore throat. sigh

i hope the PSI level gets so high so training will be cancelled (((((:
but i havn't trained or exercised in so long! damn
oh yeah we got our papers back yesterday and its so effing demoralising checking papers with my class ): i'm so stupid.

and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAWEI!

9:56 AM
like every other

eu sou assim que furado! os thats porque eu estou fazendo este haha. não são ele fresco. atolamento do strawberry do lovveeee i (:




ik houd van u
te quiero
나는 너를 사랑한다

3:39 PM
like every other

hot ehh? :D

NOT FORGETTING DENNIS O'NEIL! (SEXBOMB.) hahaha

isabelle ((:

12:41 AM
like every other

school was a waste of time today.
i just finished watching my girl. the ending is nice (:
i can't believe lee jun-ki is androgynous! he didn't seem gay in the show at all. hes a pretty boy(: the guy at the video shop said that the actor is so pretty, hes prettier than most girls and apparently hes rain's rival























i want to visit a sunflower farm! in france? or india
i want to learn the korean language :D
i want to visit korea!
i want to see dennis o'neil, lee dong-wook and lee jun-ki and kwon sang-woo !
hahaha SIGH. i wish

8:44 PM
like every other

DON'T YOU THINK TODAY IS SUCHA NICE DAY?

6:24 PM
like every other

HELLO ISABELLE FINALLY KNOWS HOW TO UPLOAD PICTURES (:

3:18 PM
like every other

HELLO OMG I THINK I'M OBSESSED HAHA.
YOU SHOULD GO HEAR DENNIS O'NEIL'S VOICE!ITS SO SEXY.
AND HES SO HOTTTT. YOU CAN JUST MELT (:

I LIKEEEEEEEE HALF KOREAN AND AMERICAN GUYS.

11:10 PM
like every other

hahaha sarah, when did ur english become so chim! what the hell's a three-fold utopian dream! HAHAHA. whyy?? tell me! oh and who was the one who posted?? anywayy i heard you were stoning thruout the whole movie! hahah! lucky i didnt go, or i'll just faint. haha

went for physio today and after that was the REMOVING OF STITCHES! my gawd. shall elaborate on that later. haha anyway, im starting to look forward to physio, thanks to what someone said "actually, im kinda looking forward to physio cos then, i'll know how much i've improved and know how soon before i can start playing! then i can hit the gym!" HAHAH. talking to this rugger from st andrews made physio rather interesting today. (: anyway, he's a nice guy. OHOH. and although my mom was like sitting 15 metres away while waiting for me, she said she could hear everything we were saying! SO EMBARRASSING!! that means everyone else could hear luh! haiyooo. i think rugby's such a rough sport! my gawdd. that guy injured his collar bone, broke his wrist, and tore his ACL.. all thanks to? YES, RUGBY! see gabriel ho, faster quit! haha

hokay so after physio i had to remove my stitches! my gawddd. i was frikking scared please. cos that rugger(i forgot his name) said that it would be painful! hello, imagine that coming from a RUGGER. how bout me then?? aiyooo. so anyway, thruout the whole process, my annoying sister kept telling me how gross my wound was. like thanks man? as if i wasnt scared enuff. hurr. and i pity my doctor man! she had to endure all ma screams. hahaha. plus the nurses outside said they could hear me scream! like how embarrassing is that? anyway after what feltlike a GAZILLION years, she finally got all my stitches out. i had THREE stitches! so painful.. sighh. im glad its finally over! (:

isabelle (;

5:36 PM
like every other

hello.
amath paper was effing screwd. why did it have to go like that??? i dont understand. maybe i just didn't practice enough but fuck it. i dont care anymore
anyway, on a happier note. EXAMS ARE OVER and for those who still have papers, its ok! it'll be over in no time (:
watched stay alive with teow, val, tessa, lynda, geri, audrey and anne-marie at ps. it was quite good and i dont know why, i didn't find the movie scary. anyway go watch it!
walked around taka with teow after that and we left at about 5.30
came home and continued watching the korean show. i finished watching already (: but i'm not satisfied with the endinggggg whhhy does it have to end that way. i hope theres a part two! you should go watch it tooo. haha its called sweety spy. the actor's HOT. but not exactly that hot he looks nice from certain angles AND his voice is SEXY hahaha. the actress is really pretty too.

lets chase cars
lets get a new hairstyle
lets dance under the moonlight
lets party all night long
lets have a movie marathon
lets have a korean drama day
lets shop till we drop
and
lets cry our hearts out when we receive our results


and woahhh isabelle. thats a lonnng post haha
on WEDNESDAY it'll be like a three-fold utopian dream for you cause you'll seeeee.....





12:16 AM
like every other

AHHHH!!!! EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!! :DDD

but oh ma gawd. i totally screwed amath! damnnn. its so difficult! ): haiya whatever luh. haha. come on lets say it with me: exams are finally overrrrr! whooohoooo!
okay this goes to show how frikking bored i am! i wanna go out! sigh! no fair. everyone got to go out and celebrate today.

I CANT WAIT TO START WALKING! without the brace

okay i shall stop wallowing in self pity. anyway, haha i know this is kinda late, but i shall still say it. OBS ROOOOOOCKED! (((: OH MAN. you have no idea how much i miss obs! and HILLARY! oh gawd. its the bestest group ever! haha. thanks to : regina(fats!), rachel(fats!), tricia, amanda, sarah, lijun, sarah, darren, alif, adeline, sara, salamah, xiaohui, alif and last but not least, CHARLIEEEE! ((((((; thanks you guys! obs not have been so fun without each and everyone one of yall!

theres only one word to describe obs - INCREDIBLEEE!
haha. the experience gained was really unforgettable! i dont regret going for obs at all! i almost didnt go cos of ma leg. thank god they allowed me to go! (: i really wanna thank the two fats for making obs so fun! haha. esp regina! my gawddd. she's so hilarious! she and her family members(wild boars!) hahahah. too bad we didnt get to see any of em! must be cos they were hiding from her. HEH.

day THREE was the most unforgettable one! we did high elements in the morning. HAHA. oh man! darren is so funny! he and his ballerina! LOLLLLL. hahhaha. damn. i cant stop laughing just thinking about it. ohoh and regina and i made it alllll the way to the TOP! YAY! (: felt so accomplished. after the elements, it was KAYAKING! we kayaked for about 2 hours before reaching the campsite! WOWWWWW. the campsite's like a five star hotel man. NOTTT. whatthehell. we had to sleep on ROCKS! free body massage eh? then we had to wake up at FIVE the next day! then it was kayaking...... and more kayaking. haha. it was fun kayaking with regina (: hahaa. she kept teasing me about mr d! so embarrassing!!! i bet he knows luh. so obvious. HAHA. oh and we kept eating NONSTOP on the kayak. we're real pigs man, i swear. so instead of LOSING weight. i think i put on a few kilos ))): ohmy! and the BEST part was that i actually pee-ed in the SEA! can you believe it!!! i am NEVER gonna do that again! it was sooooo gross okay! haha. and the guys still jumped down into the sea(filled with everyone's big and small businesses) to read the map! HOW SMART IS THAT?! hahaha

and so we kayaked for about SEVEN HOURS!!!! i still cant believe it you know! SEVEN hours! you had no idea how happy i was to see camp2! MOBILE SEA ROCKS! thank god we were not land expedition! if not we would have to lug our supr-heavy-almost 10 kg bags around! i dont even wanna think about it. haha. OH YEAH. i almost forgot! im so proud of maself! i actually did the confidence walk on my own! charlie brought us into the forest and he made it sound so scary! we saw fireflies there! i thought i was seeing things! they're so fast! haha. anyway then i walked out ALONE! and the whole time i was clutching on to ma pants. so scary! haha. anyhows, i think it did help after all (: haha. okay im lazy to post anymore about obs. all in all, it was damn fun! i wanna go again!! :D

now for another totally UNFORGETTABLE AND AWFUL EXPERIENCE : MY OPERATION. i hate that word! yeh i know, sounds so scary right! IT IS. 27th SEPTEMBER 2006. i'll never forget that date. the operation itself wasnt scary cos i was under anesthetic the whole time. (thank god!) i'll really freak out if i wasnt. uh huh. then my leg really hurt so much after that when i woke up. i couldnt even get onto the bed. you have no idea how useless i felt. my mom and the nurses had to do EVERYTHING for me. yupp, including helping me change into the hospital clothes. man, i felt so naked you know! its like total strangers touching you. EEE. and i think that being a nurse is an EXTREMELY brave job. ohoh and it was sooo difficult to pee after being under anesthetic you know! my bladder felt like it was gonna burst but nothing could come out! hahaha. okay yall didnt have t know that. LOL

anyways, im glad that ma leg isnt hurting as much anymore (: i cant wait to get the stupid brace off! my whole leg is peeling! so gross. its like i can literally PEEL out my skin! sick! think of a snake shedding its skin? YUP. that gross. and my left leg is smaller then my right! so uneven! haii. oh yeah, im gonna remove ma stitches tmr! IM SO SCARED. wish me luck yall. haha. okay i just realised that this post is EXTREMELY long. hahhaha. (:

isabelle

3:34 PM
like every other

OHHHHH MANN!

I MISS YOU SO MUCH SARAH LEEE! but im sure u miss me more right? :DD
i wanna get out of ma house! dammit. 4 and a half more weeks! ive got so much i wanna post but my stupid brother wants to use the comp, so i shall make it a quick one.

whoaa. i think i totally screwed ma exams. ): oh wells. anywayEIGHT down! TWO more to go! (: haha anyway, oh my! the haze is so annoying! i cant see anything out of the windows! yes, thats how bad it is. whats more i live opposite the sea. sigh. BUTTT, on the bright side, i think god's trying t comfort me by giving sg the haze. cos if not i'll wanna get outta the house even more! haha. oh man.. i really hope ma leg recovers soon! till then, dont miss me too much sarah! (: oh yeah! did u see youknowwho today at KAP? :D




8:23 PM
like every other

HELLO SARAH. HELLO ISABELLE.
ALL THE MUGGING PAPERS ARE OVER :DDDDD
NO MORE STUDYING (:
I KNOWWWW YOUR PASSWORD.

3:09 PM
like every other